I know it has been about a year if not more since my last post upon this. I write this to those of you who will one day stumble upon this blog in complete and utter silence, which is rare for someone like me who can not function with out music. But in order for my emotions to stay pure that is a step that I must take.
I am an unwinding unpredictable spiral of decay and depression. I have been for quite some time now, each time I kick myself in the ass to get back up, I fall right back down into the pit from once I dug myself into. This is nothing new, but with out the distractions from schoolwork and projects to keep me occupied I found